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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

1:15PM

I feel numb all over. How can this be? What just happened? It's not true, it can't be.

I don't feel like doing much. Didn't go to classes at all today. I've just been sitting in the common room, staring out the window.

...I wonder where Pansy and Moon are.

Current mood: numb

Thursday, April 21, 2005

11:02AM

Is it Thursday already? I've been stuck in the library since Monday working on projects and studying for NEWTs. I almost forget about writing in my journal until I saw it hidden in between my stack of books. I don't know how it got there in the first place.

I don't have much to say. Nothing has happened, or at least nothing that's worth writing about.

My uncle sent me a muggle book that he thought I'd enjoy reading. Normally I wouldn't read such books, but it looks rather interesting. Perhaps I'll outside and read under a tree. From what people are saying, it sounds like it's a lovely day out today.

Current mood: working

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

6:41PM

I have never been this excited to wear my uniform since...Well since I first came to Hogwarts. I never realised how much I love my green and silver uniform until I had it taken away from me. Those colours say a lot about me. They identify me with which house I belong to, what my personality is like (in a way), what my goals may be in life and who my mates are. I have been wearing these colours for the past 6 1/2 years, and I wasn't happy with Dumbledore's joke. Enough said on this topic. We are all back to normal and I never have to eat at that Hufflepuff table ever again. Thank god.

On a more depressing note. I hurt my back today when I was walking to the Great Hall for lunch. I don't remember how it happened but just that I was walking down the stairs and the next thing I knew I was on the ground in pain. One of the third year Slytherin girls stopped and asked if I needed help. I got up and tried walking, but I couldn't do it. The girl was nice enough to walk me up to Madam Pomfrey. I'm all better now, but I was advised to stay in bed for an entire day, so that's what I'm doing. I'm stuck in bed and bored as hell. Which reminds me, I really should thank that girl again for helping me. Now, if only I could remember her name.

Current mood: bored

Friday, April 1, 2005

5:48PM

Yellow is NOT my colour. I want my green and silver uniform back. At first, I thought Moon had pulled some kind of April Fools joke on me, but then I saw her new red and yellow uniform. I couldn't help but laugh, then I turned to my uniform and the laughing stopped. At least I'm not the only one who was forced to do this. I wonder how Bulstrode is dealing with it. She didn't look too happy at breakfast. I don't blame her. Why, why a Hufflepuff?!

It's official. Dumbledore has gone mad. Does he really think this will help with the student-student relationships? HA! He can force me sit with the Puffs for the rest of the term, but it still won't change anything. You can't force someone into liking another, no matter how hard you try. All I can do is live with this change and go about my life. But know this, I'm still a Slytherin, despite the colours of my uniform.

Two more months.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

2:19AM

My back still hurts from sleeping on the hard floor, I find myself waking up in the middle of the night from images of the headless guy, and now there's freakishly bizarre writing on the walls. What's next? One-by-one students will slowly fall to their deaths? God, I don't even want to think of the possibilities.

I'm tired. I've been trying to go back to sleep since half past 1. I thought writing would help, but no, it's only making me think about everything that has been happening. For once in my life, I'm actually scared.

On top of all of this, I have that potions assignment to think about.

Current mood: sleepy

Tuesday, March 8, 2005

1:49AM

Everyone...wish Kevin a happy birthday!!

If you think you were the first to say it, you weren't. I was!

Tuesday, March 1, 2005

11:49PM

I'm not going to attempt to explain my reasoning behind my previous entry. You lot are too gormless to understand even if I tried. If you can, please, just forget that I even wrote it.

Today was dreadful. Some twit ran into me as I was walking to class and spilled ink all over my new skirt. I would have hexed him 'til next Tuesday, but I saw Pansy looking in my direction. I wasn't about to get my arse kicked over spilled ink. That twit just better watch it.

My head hurts. Leave me alone.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

12:19PM

You will probably never hear me say this again, but I feel for the Hufflepuffs. Everyone knows I didn't care much for the girl. Yeah, she got on my nerves every time she opened her mouth, but I would never wish her dead. I'm not cold-hearted as some might think I am. I know what it's like to loose a loved one. the pain is unbearable.

So, to the Hufflepuffs, I'm sorry for your loss.

Current mood: mellow

Monday, February 14, 2005

11:38PM

Ok. Who was it? Who gave me the valentine?!

I am no one's valentine, dammit.

I'm so glad this day is almost over. Giggly girls and pink hearts make me sick.

Current mood: aggravated

Wednesday, February 2, 2005

7:19PM - share the love

I must say, I wasn't expecting all that love within my first week. Seriously, all the things you guys said to/about me, do you really think it's going to hurt me? C'mon. I've had worse things said to me before. I'm not a "fetus" as Miss Moon puts it.

After this past week, I think i've grown a liking to Mr. Smith and Miss. Bones. They are quite the funny couple, aren't they? I was rereading our little conversations and all I could do was laugh. You two are so comical. You guys should really have your own show.

Seeing how I don't get much privacy with this thing, I am forced to keep a separate journal. It's ok. I don't know if I like the idea of my personal thoughts being stored in a computer. It's too dangerous.

Enough of that crap. I'm glad we won the Quidditch game. Those ravens didn't have a chance. I don't care what others say, we won far and square. If anyone has a problem with that, well, then go cry in a corner.

Ok. This is all I'm saying. Now leave.

Current mood: content

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

11:19PM - Why do I even bother?

Why must Dumbley feel the need to hand me one of these "laptops?" Does it look like i care about unity? Do I have, "I'm for unity!" written across my forehead? I think not. Doesn't matter. I'm stuck with it. I just should make the most out of it, right?

I'm sure my house mates will be pleased that I too have joined the journal world. There's one good thing about this whole thing, I get to talk to my mates more. I feel bad for being so distant from them. I have my reasons.

So I'm here. Please welcome, Daphne Greengrass. No hugs, dances, or smiles. I don't think I can handle it all.

Current mood: grumpy